What’s that old saying? Enquiring minds want to know? Maybe the January winds have knocked the dust off the rafters, but I am curious. For example:
- When you decided to sleep with Armand, what caused the change of heart? Did he convince you? Or was it your new-found freedom that emboldened you to do it? And you mentioned he had stamina, but you did not seem enthusiastic about this, and I never found out why.
- Did Raymond know he was going to spend the day in bed with your that rainy day? Did you plan it, or did it just happen? Did you know about his piercing before you first saw him naked? Or was that not the first time? Did it really make it easier for him to take your anal cherry that afternoon? Did you let him tie you up, or was that saved for later adventures?
- I know Thermopolis had a negative experience with receiving oral sex. Did you ever bring him around to enjoy it, or did you have to find some other way to stimulate him? I have often wondered what you did.
- You once said James was more endowed than I was, yet, you continued to sleep with me several times. I often wondered why? What did I have that he lacked. After all, size is everything or so we are told.
- When Alex passed his kidney stones, you remarked that they were large, just like him. Were you referring to his physical stature because he is not a small man, or was it concerning that confidence you did not want to break? And again, why me?
- And then there are the things I don’t know. Do you think about those other men at all? Or are they footnotes in history? Am I?
- I also wonder if you have a hidden fantasy, or kink, that you do not mention. What is it that gets you wet when you imagine it? Do you want to make it more than a fantasy? Have you already? Was it as good as you hoped? Is it still a work in progress?
- Has he ever walked in on you while you pleasured yourself? Did he stay? Did he offer to help? Did he turn and leave? What would you have wanted him to do? What would you want me to do?
- Lastly, although only in this list, I found this while purging some old texts. If you had the opportunity to be professionally photographed for Playboy/Playgirl, or pose for a statue by Michelangelo, which would you choose? and you answered Playboy. I would like to be more comfortable being an exhibitionist. Which I always found interesting considering how reticent you were whenever I tried to take your picture, much less your picture nude. Maybe I should have set up more of a studio.
The answers do not matter. It will not change the past and will not affect the future. I am just curious, that’s all.